Thursday, May 6, 2010

Day Nine - Stuck

Let me start by apologizing for the missed post yesterday. It's been really busy at work, and beyond that, my Dad always told me "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." And readers...I had NOTHING nice to say.

It would appear that the weight loss has stopped. This means I have only lost 5 lbs while suffering through this cleanse. FIVE MEASLY POUNDS! Yesterday, I weighed myself and it looked as though I had gained a half a pound back. But that couldn't be possible. There's no reasonable explanation for it. I'm going to assume it's because of what I was wearing, or blame it on the scale, I don't care...but there's NO way I gained any weight back. So let's forget the gaining back thing and just say that I haven't lost any more weight. That, in and of itself, is enough to make me want to hit someone. Right in the face. Almost nine full days of NOTHING but raw fruits, vegetables and nuts, and all I lost was FIVE POUNDS?! I am significantly less than pleased. I'm strongly considering whether or not I care to make it the full 10 days.

I keep trying to remind myself that it's not about the number, it's about how I feel...but seeing that number go back up does NOT make me feel very good. Sometimes I feel thinner, my tummy feels flatter, something like that. But then I think how can it?! ALL I'VE LOST IS FIVE FRIGGIN' POUNDS!

Honestly, I don't think I have anything else to say. I'm pissed. I'm disappointed. I am not pleased.

UGH!

1 comment:

  1. Oh poor Jonda. Don't be discouraged. Even if you didn't lose a lot of weight, think of all the good you did do. Part of my problem when I first start trying to lose weight is that I am so used to eating a certain way or a certain amount. It takes a while to retrain yourself to eat good portions of good foods. So you are already halfway there. Going forward you can build on what you have.

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